Productive.. NOT!

Before i begin, its best to avoid whats written below. Thank you.

Definition: Failing to yield any positive results!

Well yes what i realize is that i have wasted my entire day today thinking about something i shouldn't.

All i dont realize is why is it that one moment i am so strong.

So confident.

And the very next moment i am so helpless.

Not knowing what to do,

And i end up wasting my time thinking all the possible crap.

And all this over thinking's got me into a trouble once again.

I dont know what to do.

should i just avoid or consider what the worlds saying?

I hate myself for not being able to take any decision.

I am hating the fact that i am being this parasite,

who's constantly talking it out with a friend begging for a solution.

Every now.

Every then.

Reconfirming the mistakes that its bad to commit mistake that i'd conscioulsy never commit.

But i am not trying to pull anybody down with me.

It's not making any sense to me,

that i am crying one moment.

And laughing at the very next moment thinking why am i crying for no reason.

I can't think of anything that could and should depress me.

Then why the fuck am i even stuck?

I am sure this feeling wont persist for too long.

Tomorrow i'll be just fine.

And then there will be another unproductive day,

where'in i'll fall in the same situation again.

And wouldn't know what to do!

WHAT?

What is it that goes wrong every other day?

Why is it that i fail to see a permanent solution?

Why can't just things workout on its own?

Why dont somethings just change?

Why can't we just recycle what is gone?

Why can't everyone just think like me?

Aren't we tired yet?

I am.

We've lived enough.

Now,

lets just put an end.