Confessions & Promises.

Well i am not random this time.. This is after the FAIL attempt to patch my friend up with his ex girlfriend.. Whom he was through long ago.. and maybe he was very much or partially successful in getting over her.. But i suck.. And i had to do this to him.. Obviously cuz i suck..I realized that I have the tendency to make people desire what they've lost, with a hope that i'd help them find it. And also I just realized I've been lying to myself. Well, you don't mention things that happened in your past every now and then, specially when you're trying to get away from it.  Moving on seems like the toughest job to me right now. And hence all i am doing is, going ahead and making it difficult for everyone around me. Just so that, at the end of the day i am not the ONLY ONE - Who looks like a fool. So miserable. But not anymore. Whats gone is gone. No point in trying too hard to  win anybody back. Not giving anybody false hopes again.

And therefore i've decided, I am not going to be the stupid ant anymore. The one that falls and climbs back. Then falls again and tries climbing back again. Yes. I am not gonah be the wave that washes away the shore, every now and then. I am gonah be a bird. The one that would fly away somewhere - far! And never return back .. even if you'll be that one last resort.. I'll never get back.

And also that i want to get rid of these sad blog posts.. It's getting very monotonous..

And also that 10 years down the line when i re-read my written memories i dont want to come across any of this.. And hence i also promise to make it a point that all my posts from now onwards will be more friend and fun oriented.. and all the random happy posts.. but not you!

farewell sadness.

P.S. 'PAST' is called so for a reason. The same reason why they din't make to your future. :)

P.P.S. If i fall weak and nostalgic please feel free to slap this post on my face so that i feel strong again.