And you're just self inflicting a wound.

Yes i've successfully returned to what i was. The happy go lucky kinds.
I don't want sadness to linger around me.
Not now. Not Later. NEVER.
I maybe lost, quite. But i'm never sad.

There has to come a point when everyone realizes that you're not alone.

Scored low grades? or even worse... Failed the entire year?
YOU'RE NOT ALONE.

Lover ditched you? even worse ... ditched you for your enemy?
YOU'RE NOT ALONE.

Not in touch with siblings? even worse... feel like shit?
YOU'RE NOT ALONE.

Friend turned foe? even worse... hangs out with your worst enemy?
YOU'RE NOT ALONE.

You're about to turn twenty something? even worse.. you're not ready for it?
YOU'RE NOT ALONE.

You're twenty something and haven't got laid yet? even worse...  you look ugly?
YOU'RE NOT ALONE.

There's sooooooooooo much in life than thinking about what you don't have or what left you without a prior warning.
PLUS, You know you don't have a solution to MOST OF THESE questions. I repeat, MOST OF THESE questions, so why self inflict a wound on yourself when you know you can't have it back?
Instead just move on thinking about things you can have. And the other lil things that make you , what you are. Lil things that keep you going. Yes those wonderful things. :)

Too short life is no? you know it, so why waste it after something so trivial?
Past is always trivial. Not that i'm suggesting you to prepare for whats coming.
You fuck up the most when you're trying to dodge the future.
Just live for the moment.

Laugh, frown, be jealous, get angry, forgive, drink, dance, cry, laugh some more, forgive some more.
But stop being constantly mad at something/someone or at yourself.
Everyone fucks up. You fucked it up for someone, and someone fucked it up for you.
whatever it is, it's gone.
Why not resolve it and smile. And live for the people who intend to be with you.
Simple life is. We must stop making it sound so complicated.

Do a thing today, SPREAD SMILE. Yes, make someone smile :)