...somethings are better left unsaid

I still don't find it in me, not even the slightest courage to come up with a post like that.
One of my friend posted an article that made me realize that no emotion is deserted.
There are plenty of people going through the same shit in life.
For odd reasons i failed to sink in and cry the painful cry. But the tears dint stop.
But that's my natural reaction to issues as sensitive as these.
They make you. They break you.
No other pain will dig as deep.
There will come a point when you'll realize that, 'losing a lover. Ignorant friend. Low grades' , these barely  qualify as something as painful.

I've lived with this. Things aren't as ugly as they were.
I've seen'em fall down, deep and seen'em rise and shine.
For when i grew up i realized it's in me, i can make things happen and still pretend to not know anything about it.
But sure Past definitely is the most powerful weapon of all.
It would kill me if anyone talks about this.
cuz i've never talked about this to anyone. Not even my siblings.
NO ONE.

And i don't think i'll be putting up that show ever.
I'll end this post on a random but final note, i think it's better to keep such things out of notice.
Plus some people step on the nerve that hurts the most on purpose. So its a self learnt lesson, never let your left hand know what your right hands doing and vice versa.