Productive.. NOT!

Before i begin, its best to avoid whats written below. Thank you.

Definition: Failing to yield any positive results!

Well yes what i realize is that i have wasted my entire day today thinking about something i shouldn't.

All i dont realize is why is it that one moment i am so strong.

So confident.

And the very next moment i am so helpless.

Not knowing what to do,

And i end up wasting my time thinking all the possible crap.

And all this over thinking's got me into a trouble once again.

I dont know what to do.

should i just avoid or consider what the worlds saying?

I hate myself for not being able to take any decision.

I am hating the fact that i am being this parasite,

who's constantly talking it out with a friend begging for a solution.

Every now.

Every then.

Reconfirming the mistakes that its bad to commit mistake that i'd conscioulsy never commit.

But i am not trying to pull anybody down with me.

It's not making any sense to me,

that i am crying one moment.

And laughing at the very next moment thinking why am i crying for no reason.

I can't think of anything that could and should depress me.

Then why the fuck am i even stuck?

I am sure this feeling wont persist for too long.

Tomorrow i'll be just fine.

And then there will be another unproductive day,

where'in i'll fall in the same situation again.

And wouldn't know what to do!

WHAT?

What is it that goes wrong every other day?

Why is it that i fail to see a permanent solution?

Why can't just things workout on its own?

Why dont somethings just change?

Why can't we just recycle what is gone?

Why can't everyone just think like me?

Aren't we tired yet?

I am.

We've lived enough.

Now,

lets just put an end.

Kill whatever's left.

Pakistaan bans Blackberry services, You Tube, Twitter, Facebook , Wikipedia..

They just killed all their people. And the few survivors are begging the government to drop a bomb on them (too).

Insane as it sounds,

Government is afraid that its citizens will get carried away with all the western culture?

WHATS WRONG IN IT?

Why can't you just understand religion can't be forced.

If it has to, it comes from within.

By banning services what do you think you're doing?

You're losing all the faith by simply doubting them.

Well talking about the images of Prophet Muhammad, what you perceived as Blasphemous. Well that was a way to promote Freedom of speech in a totally another country.

And well you claim that to be blasphemeous? Well Blasphemy is what you are you selling your citizens! Go ahead ban the voices raised.

This is how much of a ball you got!?

What part of "FREEDOM OF SPEECH IS A RIGHT" doesn't get into your good for nothing brain?

You kill the source of whatever lil bit education your people are getting.

And we all know why, you do this because it's easier to fool the illiterates.

You're taking your country no where!

And maybe thats what you want.

I am tired of hearing a new shit everyday,

Pakistan bans Blackberry service (Aww!too bad. It's still okay.)

Pakistan bans TWitter (dude WTF!)

Pakistan bans You tube (WHAT! Are you insane?!)

Pakistan bans Facebook (HAHAH LULZ!)

Pakistan bans WIKIPEDIA (Well next time i see a dumb guy who doesn't know anything, well i'll know it already, it's some Pakistani dude who's government banned every possible source of knowledge.)

And dont call yourself different from iranians they put a ban on rock music and western films and what not, well you'll are not too far away from doing that!

Just...

whatever, Peace out.

If not then, read this. Find me. SHOOT me!

*Plays Sound of the republic*

Lyrics | Raised Fist lyrics - Sound Of The Republic lyrics

..and it's always gonah make me strong :)

Umm.. This by far is the most inspirational poem i've ever come across.
Well when i was a kid my mum recited this poem to me every time we get into deep conversations.
Now i realize how pricey each word of this poem is.
It will always be special to me cuz i was introduced to this poem and the poet by my mum :)

so here it goes, Agnipath by Shri Harivash Rai Bachchan.

Vriksh ho bhale khade,

Ho ghane, ho bade,

Ek patra chaa bhi,

Mang maat, mang maat, mang maat

Agnipath, Agnipath, Agnipath

Tu na thakega kabhi,

Tu na thamega kabhi,

Tu na mudega kabhi,

Kar shapath, kar shapath, kar shapath

Agnipath, Agnipath, Agnipath

Yeh maahan drishya hai,

Chal raha manushya hai,

Ashru, shwet, rakth se,

Lathpat, lathpat, lathpat

Agnipath, Agnipath, Agnipath.

Well and also that i've found that it's not about what happened with you. It's about how you get over it. Well what just happened with me, i am sure it hurt my parents the most. But then i''m not planning to give up. Not now, not later. NEVER!
I love you mom for making me so strong.
If not for you i wouldn't be living now.

Age is just a number.

"I never want to be old

And I don't want dependants

It's no fun to be told

That you can't blame your parents anymore "

- Steven Wilson. (Sentimental)

So much sense these 4 lines make.

How many of us actually want to grow up?
Be responsible?
Take responsiblities of your own self and the other few who'll depend on you, like almost 10 years from now?
It's so easy to be young, immature, foolish.
It's so easy to run and cling to your parents when you're in trouble.
It's easy to blame someone for your mistakes.
In short, It's so easy for us to run from whats coming tomorrow.

I myself somehow happen to hate the entire concept of growing up.
I dont wanna grow up.
I want to day dream my afternoon away.
I want to waste my weekends with friends.
I want hangovers, every monday.
I want to be taken care of.
I want to spend my day lazing around, chilling and listening to music.
I want everything i now am, as a child.
THE ONLY THING I WANT TO LIVE FOR IS, TODAY.

How i wish i could be more like Peter Pan and never grow up :)
But just as you know you're growing old you learn to take responsibilities.
Fearing responsibilities and refusing to accept them are two different things.
I have my responsibilities and i understand them perfectly.
But some how i fear the ones coming.

All you polished people who refuse to accept that they fear tomorrow - are nothing but children with zillions of layers of adult consciousness.
Deep inside you know you fear responsibillities as much as i do.
So far the favourite part my my day has been only nights. Cuz every next morning is just gonah make you old and sure as hell it'll come with a new responsibility everytime.
When you're a kid the desire to have a Xbox gets replaced by the desire to have Ferrari as you grow old and you keep working on it. Except that you dint have to earn your dreams for the former.
Dreams are just channels that connet you to your inner child.
Trust them.
There's so much you can love about life, only if you accept to face the child in you every morning you wake up.
It's only the acceptance that will unburden your ever-growing responsibilites.
Don't kill your inner child.
It would just make you someone else, someone so weak.
When the original purpose of life seems to have lost a connection with you ; your un-ending youth is the only antidote. And why not, good thing about still being a child is the unbribed imagination, curosity to learn & enthusiasm.

Remeber - Tomorrows not just consuming you, me or him- It's consuming US ALL!
Everything will be easy JUST-
"Trust yourself, your innerself.
Trust the child in you" :)

*Hits the play button. Sits back listening to Sentimental*

xoxo
Seema :)

Simple joys :)

Why is it the simple things of life that we loved  as children, we let fall to the way side of our youth?

:)

:)

Today i bring you bubbles, starlit sky, butterflies & flowers :)

I can't think of any other thing that brought more joy to me as a child than these.

Getting lost wondering what would it be like to touch the stars?

The joy i got inflating these bubble & then running behind them trying to burst all of them.

The happiness i felt looking at the flowers.

The desire of flying somewhere far away like a butterfly.

Such beautiful things in life that go ignored as we grow up.

*sigh*

I wish they would last forever, but then if they did - they would not be special! :)

Cheers!

xoxo,

Seema :)

Still we survived :)

Guys you ought to check this slide show out ..

I just randomly happened to find this when i googled a note my friend tagged me in.

Sit back. Read. Go re-live the memories :)

READ IT COMPLETELY, I INSIST!

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Shukriya Baba Deshpande :D

Sumedh Deshpande - the only reason why i am not punching you right in your face is cuz you've always been there for me.

WAIT! why did i want to punch you so bad?

I forgot :|

To a friend, for all his support and time ..

" मैं जभी जहा भी कड़ी धुप में था, तेरी ज़ुल्फ़ ने मुझ पे छाया किया "

(Main jabhi jaha bhi kadi dhup mein tha teri zulf ne muj pe chaya kiya)

So , thanks for using Garnier Fructis long and strong.

For it to be long, it's gotto be strong.. (HAHAHAHA!)

Apna khayal rakhna! (TAKE CARE!)

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P.S. Bleh :P

P.P.S. Go die Deshpande. NOW! :D

P.P.P.S. Raaaaaaandomness at it's best :)