Dictionnaire Urbain

Okay..

I dont know what was going through my mind but i just happened to Google myself..

And to my surprise i came across this Urban Dictionary version to my name..

AILA! I eej famous i said to myself :P

And clicked on the link.

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=seema

Urban-Dictionary-O-mania!

P.S. Dictionnaire Urbain(French) = Urban Dictionary (English)

Productive.. NOT!

Before i begin, its best to avoid whats written below. Thank you.

Definition: Failing to yield any positive results!

Well yes what i realize is that i have wasted my entire day today thinking about something i shouldn't.

All i dont realize is why is it that one moment i am so strong.

So confident.

And the very next moment i am so helpless.

Not knowing what to do,

And i end up wasting my time thinking all the possible crap.

And all this over thinking's got me into a trouble once again.

I dont know what to do.

should i just avoid or consider what the worlds saying?

I hate myself for not being able to take any decision.

I am hating the fact that i am being this parasite,

who's constantly talking it out with a friend begging for a solution.

Every now.

Every then.

Reconfirming the mistakes that its bad to commit mistake that i'd conscioulsy never commit.

But i am not trying to pull anybody down with me.

It's not making any sense to me,

that i am crying one moment.

And laughing at the very next moment thinking why am i crying for no reason.

I can't think of anything that could and should depress me.

Then why the fuck am i even stuck?

I am sure this feeling wont persist for too long.

Tomorrow i'll be just fine.

And then there will be another unproductive day,

where'in i'll fall in the same situation again.

And wouldn't know what to do!

WHAT?

What is it that goes wrong every other day?

Why is it that i fail to see a permanent solution?

Why can't just things workout on its own?

Why dont somethings just change?

Why can't we just recycle what is gone?

Why can't everyone just think like me?

Aren't we tired yet?

I am.

We've lived enough.

Now,

lets just put an end.

Kill whatever's left.

Pakistaan bans Blackberry services, You Tube, Twitter, Facebook , Wikipedia..

They just killed all their people. And the few survivors are begging the government to drop a bomb on them (too).

Insane as it sounds,

Government is afraid that its citizens will get carried away with all the western culture?

WHATS WRONG IN IT?

Why can't you just understand religion can't be forced.

If it has to, it comes from within.

By banning services what do you think you're doing?

You're losing all the faith by simply doubting them.

Well talking about the images of Prophet Muhammad, what you perceived as Blasphemous. Well that was a way to promote Freedom of speech in a totally another country.

And well you claim that to be blasphemeous? Well Blasphemy is what you are you selling your citizens! Go ahead ban the voices raised.

This is how much of a ball you got!?

What part of "FREEDOM OF SPEECH IS A RIGHT" doesn't get into your good for nothing brain?

You kill the source of whatever lil bit education your people are getting.

And we all know why, you do this because it's easier to fool the illiterates.

You're taking your country no where!

And maybe thats what you want.

I am tired of hearing a new shit everyday,

Pakistan bans Blackberry service (Aww!too bad. It's still okay.)

Pakistan bans TWitter (dude WTF!)

Pakistan bans You tube (WHAT! Are you insane?!)

Pakistan bans Facebook (HAHAH LULZ!)

Pakistan bans WIKIPEDIA (Well next time i see a dumb guy who doesn't know anything, well i'll know it already, it's some Pakistani dude who's government banned every possible source of knowledge.)

And dont call yourself different from iranians they put a ban on rock music and western films and what not, well you'll are not too far away from doing that!

Just...

whatever, Peace out.

If not then, read this. Find me. SHOOT me!

*Plays Sound of the republic*

Lyrics | Raised Fist lyrics - Sound Of The Republic lyrics

..and it's always gonah make me strong :)

Umm.. This by far is the most inspirational poem i've ever come across.
Well when i was a kid my mum recited this poem to me every time we get into deep conversations.
Now i realize how pricey each word of this poem is.
It will always be special to me cuz i was introduced to this poem and the poet by my mum :)

so here it goes, Agnipath by Shri Harivash Rai Bachchan.

Vriksh ho bhale khade,

Ho ghane, ho bade,

Ek patra chaa bhi,

Mang maat, mang maat, mang maat

Agnipath, Agnipath, Agnipath

Tu na thakega kabhi,

Tu na thamega kabhi,

Tu na mudega kabhi,

Kar shapath, kar shapath, kar shapath

Agnipath, Agnipath, Agnipath

Yeh maahan drishya hai,

Chal raha manushya hai,

Ashru, shwet, rakth se,

Lathpat, lathpat, lathpat

Agnipath, Agnipath, Agnipath.

Well and also that i've found that it's not about what happened with you. It's about how you get over it. Well what just happened with me, i am sure it hurt my parents the most. But then i''m not planning to give up. Not now, not later. NEVER!
I love you mom for making me so strong.
If not for you i wouldn't be living now.