Better-Bitter days she lives ♥

Life gives you a choice between Bitter & Better. Forget the bitter ones, live for better ones.

As she watches the ribbons of smokes coming out,
she wonders to her self as to what her life's come to.
And that if she'll get what she wants,
more like what she deserves the best.
Maybe life has different plans for her.
And that it'll give what she thought she'd never have,
more like something she deserves the best.
All she has to do is,
forget all the time she was left astray.
As there are;
So many hearts that beat,
So many mouths to feed,
So many moments to live,
So much laughter to give.
Till then;
She'll preserve what she has to outlive,
Reserve whats her to give,
Before the loving otherwise loving heart misgives.
The better-bitter days she lives.

Just trying to tell you that....

For if you couldn't figure me out yet. I'll help you with this piece of information, i hate good byes.

I've always been hesitant about saying good bye to people.

Even if i know i'll be seeing you after a month i'll still hate goodbyes.

These goodbyes and me don't go along really well.

It's just a huge moment of long pauses colliding with your ability to speak up.
There are so many words waiting to come out of you. Anything that's make this stop.
But it fails. you fail yourself and then you'll be numb. poof!

World would be so much better if you kept on meeting awesome people.

And the best ones who made you happy, you could hide them in the closet where you hid your favourite toys so that the other kids don't take them away from you.

And this way we'll be living with all the happiness in this world.
But when will life get so generous?

Nevermind.

But then now every time a good evening ends, this will cross my mind.

What if maybe i had more time to convince myself, prior to the goodbyes.

I hope when i see them after ages i tend love them the same. Or maybe more

So maybe the life really need not be generous, otherwise all the love will have to just vanish from the planet.

Stupid how i make a post to convince myself that goodbyes are okay.
Anyway, I'd never find the courage to ever consciously tell you a goodbye.

So all this, because sumedh leaves for Hyderabad tomorrow.

Doesn't know for how long.
I wont make it to the airport  tomorrow morning.

I just want to tell you that show me your ugly face soon.
You will be missed.

This one's for you Dad.

In My Life- The Beatles (Rubber Soul)

There are places I'll remember
All my life, though some have changed
Some forever, not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All this places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life, I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life, I love you more

Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life, I love you more
In my life-- I love you more 

And i call John Lennon  a GOD! 

Happy Fathers Day, Dad.

Hello the non-functional blog and the lovely people still reading this :D
Today was fathers day.

Get up, bake a fathers day cake, wake up dad, make him feel like the worlds greatest dad, feed him the cake, have a daughter-dad-duo time, make merry.
These are exactly the things i couldn't do today.
Which i obviously planned but then ultimately failed to live up to.

I got home this morning after a very fucked up 18th.
Yes BTW, 18th of every month is very special for my feiends and me?
We'll get into this story later, okay? Okay.
So i returned home after a very fucked up 18th and slept for so long that by the time i got up dad had left already.
More so he's not a huge fan of such days.
But we always celebrate it for him and this time we couldn't.
I have this unconditional love budding for dad every other second. But i do not find the courage to tell him that. Thinking about everything he's been , the role he played in my life. Huge debt if i go to pay it all off emotionally and otherwise too.

You do not want to know how i've lived my childhood like a princess. Literally princess.
Without even having to ask dad for it.
I named it and i had it the very next day.
But such memories wear off. they remain vague in front of the part wherein i never really gotto ask dad for it.

Regret is won't be able to express pent up feelings to whom its a matter of concern.

Has and always will be my weakness.

I hope he reads these posts someday.
I love you father.

I'm back and all that.

I'm back bum sloggin for almost over 3 months.

The continuous exams have made my life miserable.

Something in there just keeps me going though :)

Well a friend just happen to remind me of my blog, which has become so non-functional ever since i joined this microblogging site. I don't find the time to use the internet and post on the blog everyday.

I'll just help myself looking for some application for blogger on phone. That way, I would not have to make an extra effort to set my thoughts free here.

Till then i promise to keep you posted.

^_^

Seema Singh 2 - 0 Social Networking sites.

I ♥ TEA

I ♥ TEA!

World Cup is ours biyatch!

A delayed post,

 Should have posted this on 2-4-2011

India won the world cup after 28 years.

We've proven the fact that we're THE WORLD CHAMPIONS!

Dhoni's final shot to victory , the entire match actually .. lets say the entire tournament is gonah live in my memory forever.

Finally i have a story to tell my kids, their kids and their kid's kids :D

Here are the pictures from the epic day and the following day.

Our gateway to Finals

semi-finals. against Australia

Dhoni's shot to finish line!

Seconds later the final shot.

Group hug.

Rather happy Yuvraj who broke down into tears after the victory.

A rather aggressive Harbhjan broke into tears after the victory.

The god of CRICKET!

The coach.

Captain cool.

God of cricket with his kids.

YAyyy!

Indian Team.

Yayy

Celebrations.

People got celebrations down to the street.

Felicitation by President of India, Pratibha Patil.

Sachin Tendular with a cup that filled-in the only void that was left in his success career.

Bye facebook.

Let's not fool ourselves?

You know how difficult it is to choose between a blog and a micro blog.

Ever since i started using Twitter i realized my need to blog has disappeared.

Also a micro-blog is so much more convenient,

you place your views.

Some agree and some disagree.

You get an instant response to what your views.

But no i won't use this as a reason to not being able to blog.

I'll still find my way to this page :)

Till then of course,

Keep Reading. Keep Loving.

Awww!

Just when i was about to deactivate facebook , it started playing these stupid tricks :P

Oh yes, i deactivated my Facebook last night.

I'll be off Facebook for a while now.

Too much only these social networks over shadow your life.

A piece of my heart for you, my friend.

The worst part is you know a friends nightmare and just to hurt them you do exactly what they thought their enemies would have done to them.
The only difference is that an enemy is not well informed.
And a friend has the first hand information to the same.

Even if you 'thought' about hurting your best friend then,  IMAGINE WHERE YOU'RE STANDING!
*nods head in disbelief and leaves*

Bum-slogging!

Yeah so i'll be bum-slogging today for no shit.
Downloading and making a folder for Sneha.
She desperately needs new music.

The part i don't like is that the music i'm downloading belong to the genre i'm not a fan of.
*sigh*

A five page list and i'm through with only 4 songs yet :\

This song had to find its way to my blog!

Muse's Feeling Good is my song for 2011 :)

You must give this a listen if you haven't yet.

Muse - Feeling Good live at Pinkpop 2007

Birds flying high

You know how I feel

Sun in the sky

You know how I feel

Breeze driftin' on by

You know how I feel

It's a new dawn

It's a new day

It's a new life

For me..

And I'm feeling good

Fish in the sea

You know how I feel

River running free

You know how I feel

Blossom in the trees

You know how I feel

It's a new dawn

It's a new day

It's a new life

For me...

And I'm feeling good

Dragonfly out in the sun

You know what I mean, don't you know

Butterflies all out having fun

You know what I mean

Sleep in peace

When, the this day is done

And this old world

Is a new world

And a bold world

For me...

Stars when you shine

You know how I feel

Scent of the pine

You know how I feel

yeah, freedom is mine

When you know how I feel

It's a new dawn

It's a new day

It's a new life

For me...

yeah, ooh

Oh, ooh...

Oooh, ooh..free, free loving you...

Oooh, oooh

Feeling good

Me: "Hello blog" | Blog: "Hello Stranger"

Ahnn i was long gone sorry :(
It's weird how i get back to my blog on such an odd day..
1st march! :P

Yea Valentines day .. this year was perfect.
Non fussy and cute.
I spent it with special friends, my old friends.
They came all the way to my place.
Lots of love sharing and never ending conversations happened with lil bit of bowling, other timepass and lunch. The subway guy gave me a  heart shaped balloon with my order ^_^

exclusivity plisss.

The very same day one of my twitter friends said she likes the fact that, how hopelessly romantic i am..
But it's weird..
I was just happy..  VERY HAPPY..
I always am :)

Infact i'm telling you there's something about 2011 that is keeping me so happy all the time xD

So on this happy note i'll take a leave.
Till then,
Keep Reading. Keep Loving.

...can you hear me?

Whatever happens here, stays here please? xD
Pretty much related to my previous blog post. :P

Seed-art-coutto!

I can't bring myself to imagine the impact this particular musician has on me.
I'm always super conscious about his presence around me. Be it a social event or a social networking site.
I absolutely adore him.
The fact that the more i read about him the more i'm keen on knowing him in person.

Also before his existence maybe the music wouldn't have had the same impact on me as now.
It's after when he happened to me i'm believing more that his music makes me wanna be a better person.
A little bit less of everything  else, a bit more of a happy goat :D

I once read one of his interview wherein he'd quoted, "I'm not a happy person all the time. My songs are what pull me out of unhappiness"
If someday when i'd be rather close i'd tell him it pulls most of us out of unhappiness. And that is something a musician should be more than just proud of :)

I'll end this write up here only on a random note.
The happy giggly me, i somehow owe it to you too.
Thanks for the effortless impact.

Love, me :)

Microblog.

I'll dig in your soul,
and bring out the best in you.
I'll bury you in my soul,
and will make you mine.

Keep Reading. Keep Loving. (Keep hugging :D )

Something like L0ve ♥

Other day i was on Google and i found this.. 

It's so BLOODY CUTEEEEEEE! :D

Read :)

Friendship isn't a big thing -it's a million little things

When everyone walks out it's the friends that walk in :)

Yes i've happily overcome most of the difficult situations without even realizing their presence.. 

The times i was supposed to feel like shit, i was out there, having the time of my life.

Spreading awesomeness.. 

I'm glad as to what i've become.

All it took was just few people i call friends.

All of them. Y'all have filled my life.

there's no such day that i have to wake up and question myself.

It's cuz of y'all i have a better understanding of self.

Plus there are things i'm afraid i would have never done had y'all not existed.

Plus the best thing is they know who they are for me.

Also it's not just one thing that made them so important all of sudden.. 

It's the little things that have counted so much.

It'd kill me if i go to that bar and not think of them.

It'd be a crime if i miss to mention the incidents that happened in RCF ground.

It'd be worthless if my girlfriends stopped falling in trouble.

It'd be worse if i fail to credit my school buddies.

It'd be pathetic to not see them ALL.

Also i don't want to linger anywhere close to the thought of what their absence would turn my life into.

It's so cool.. like you dont have to care too much.. dont sound sober.. dont have to be extremely decent.. just be yourself and you still get all their affection for free .. 

IT'S SO MUCH LIKE LOVE.. BUT NOT LOVE.. IT'S EVEN BETTER :)

It's not like you jump and you die alone..

It's more like you jump and your friend replicates your action; they jump too.

You laugh, they laugh.

You cry, they cry.

You're hurt, they're hurt.

So cool and so fair. That is why it's called FRIENDSHIP :)

P.S. I need no special occasion to thank life for making me meet y'all .. and hence the post :)

More later :)

Till the,

Keep Reading. Keep Loving.

And you're just self inflicting a wound.

Yes i've successfully returned to what i was. The happy go lucky kinds.
I don't want sadness to linger around me.
Not now. Not Later. NEVER.
I maybe lost, quite. But i'm never sad.

There has to come a point when everyone realizes that you're not alone.

Scored low grades? or even worse... Failed the entire year?
YOU'RE NOT ALONE.

Lover ditched you? even worse ... ditched you for your enemy?
YOU'RE NOT ALONE.

Not in touch with siblings? even worse... feel like shit?
YOU'RE NOT ALONE.

Friend turned foe? even worse... hangs out with your worst enemy?
YOU'RE NOT ALONE.

You're about to turn twenty something? even worse.. you're not ready for it?
YOU'RE NOT ALONE.

You're twenty something and haven't got laid yet? even worse...  you look ugly?
YOU'RE NOT ALONE.

There's sooooooooooo much in life than thinking about what you don't have or what left you without a prior warning.
PLUS, You know you don't have a solution to MOST OF THESE questions. I repeat, MOST OF THESE questions, so why self inflict a wound on yourself when you know you can't have it back?
Instead just move on thinking about things you can have. And the other lil things that make you , what you are. Lil things that keep you going. Yes those wonderful things. :)

Too short life is no? you know it, so why waste it after something so trivial?
Past is always trivial. Not that i'm suggesting you to prepare for whats coming.
You fuck up the most when you're trying to dodge the future.
Just live for the moment.

Laugh, frown, be jealous, get angry, forgive, drink, dance, cry, laugh some more, forgive some more.
But stop being constantly mad at something/someone or at yourself.
Everyone fucks up. You fucked it up for someone, and someone fucked it up for you.
whatever it is, it's gone.
Why not resolve it and smile. And live for the people who intend to be with you.
Simple life is. We must stop making it sound so complicated.

Do a thing today, SPREAD SMILE. Yes, make someone smile :)

...somethings are better left unsaid

I still don't find it in me, not even the slightest courage to come up with a post like that.
One of my friend posted an article that made me realize that no emotion is deserted.
There are plenty of people going through the same shit in life.
For odd reasons i failed to sink in and cry the painful cry. But the tears dint stop.
But that's my natural reaction to issues as sensitive as these.
They make you. They break you.
No other pain will dig as deep.
There will come a point when you'll realize that, 'losing a lover. Ignorant friend. Low grades' , these barely  qualify as something as painful.

I've lived with this. Things aren't as ugly as they were.
I've seen'em fall down, deep and seen'em rise and shine.
For when i grew up i realized it's in me, i can make things happen and still pretend to not know anything about it.
But sure Past definitely is the most powerful weapon of all.
It would kill me if anyone talks about this.
cuz i've never talked about this to anyone. Not even my siblings.
NO ONE.

And i don't think i'll be putting up that show ever.
I'll end this post on a random but final note, i think it's better to keep such things out of notice.
Plus some people step on the nerve that hurts the most on purpose. So its a self learnt lesson, never let your left hand know what your right hands doing and vice versa.

Let bygones be bygones.

Ahnn there's this post i'd written and i'm not too sure as to post it or not :D

The title reads, "Tomorrow itself doesn't know......"
It's in relation to past events. 
And i dont think after stepping in this wonderful year i'm ready to dig any further into the past :)

Good decisions probably.

and hence the title to this post, LET THE BYGONES BE BYGONES :)

She loves me. She loves me not. SHE LOVES ME!

http://radhikajoshi12.blogspot.com/2010/04/frnd-whos-gone-far-awayseema.html

Just thought i should share this post with y'all..
I'm obliged ..
Thanks Radhu for the amazing post :)

Well readers,
Meet Radhika Joshi.. My junior college friend. A friend i know since like past 4 years or something but it feels like i know her since a life time..

She. Logged. In.

Well i'm back..
Oh wait ..
Firstly, happy new year..

It's almost 2am.. so i dont think i'll be posting those write up's today..
I'll post'em by tomorrow :)

Umm this is quite it.. yea so look i just logged in to wish y'all New year :D :P
May all of y'all have the loveliest year .. xx

Keep Loving. Keep Reading. :)
Night.

Vitamin M? Vitamin M!

Vitamin - VITAL amines
Vitamin 'M' = Music (so what if it fails to be an amine)

If,
vitamin A saves you from Night Blindness
vitamin B saves you from Beri-Beri
Vitamin C saves you from Scurvy
Vitamin D saves you from Rickets

Then,
Vitamin M saves you from Retardation, Bitch!

music never ages..
It's eternal/immortal/forever..!
Thought i should let you know.

Keep Loving. Keep Reading :)

Reason for being away for *so * long

Ahnn so here i am.. back.. back again..
I missed writing on my blog.. not that i stopped writing..
writing but not being able to post any of it..
SAD! :/

You can't really call it a procrastination cuz i wanted to post but my laptop's fucked already and i couldn't put it up for repair cuz i had my university exams at around the same time.. BITCH my university is..no kidding!

Yea so my laptop's being a real pain .. really.. it's ANCIENT n SLOW!
Also who the hell on this earth (except Shakurh Khan) uses a compaq? WHO?!

It's high time dad should think about trashing this one and getting me  a new one..
Which i dont think is gonah strike him so soon
*sigh*
I wish telepathy did exist.. atleast between me and him.. :D
So much simpler the life would have been .. Hehe..

Also i dont know why i used 'hehe'

It also makes a wrost reply with other competitors being 'hmmmm' 'k' and 'fyn'
It's like your chilhood crush FINALLY finds the balls to text you n say that he really likes you and all..
But all you manage to reply back is 'HEHE'
Yea so this is the last time i'm using it..

and yep also that i'll be posting a few write ups back to back maybe on the same day or 2 consecutive days to make up for the loss..
A loss that only i felt.. *psssttt*
I should get more people to read my blog.. the new posts atleast..

Anyway so more trash talking shall happen later..
Ciao!