Nothing is everything when everything is nothing.

As i lay on my best,

Listening to post rock,

I stare at the ceiling,

Watching the blades of the fan,

turn in blurry circles.

I wonder to myself,

Who am i?

What do i want?

Why is that,

I seek something to just realize,

i've just waste endless days,

trying to fix things and make them stay.

Why can't i just let some people walk away?

It wasn't so hard for a person like me.

What have i become?

Why doesn't the stagnant hatred,

just find its way out of my life?

Why is everything so transitory?

so  short-lived?

I can endlessly crib my way out. And i dont know why am i finding pleasure in doing this. But this isn't me. I never wait for things to just happen or the wounds to just heal over a period of time. I am a seeker. I put an end to all my problems on my own. And now, after letting loose all that i once had, i am here, lying on my bed - looking back in time.Time is ticking, we're all close to what we call an end. And still none of us want to give up. This time i've decided to be one of you'll and wait to see what pleasure you'll derive out of making others feel like shit for a mistake which is not  theirs. A mistake which you TOO might be committing but you still you resort yourself to only blame the other person, ALWAYS! All  i dont get what is going wrong? And there exist people who dont even know you and still hate you giving you those looks as if you're a taboo.

Well if tabooed is what i am that be it!

I can very much live with it.

AND,

With this very persisting lump in my throat since days,

i hereby promise to stay out of your lives

if that is what you'll want.

You'll spilled me out of your lives.

Not that i haven't tried to concealing things.

I've given my shot and it's time.

I am done.

And,

I am blinded.

All the back-to-back-fights with everyone.

The You-piece-of-shit-look-the new prof's giving me.

All the hate that's accumulated.

EVERYTHING!

is just making me,

want to run to a place where-in,

all these things would have no meaning.

And i am making sure,

none of these are leading me to you'll.

P.S. -Be the change you want to see.

P.P.S. -I just want to hit my head against the wall just to see what breaks first the wall or my head. :)

*Plays 'A Deafening Distance' and goes out to see the pre-rainstorm*

T0-be 0r n0t-t0-be?

To be or not to be

That definitely is the question

Living is again a form of death.

Slow death it is.

While death is just a sleep.

Life after death is,

The content.

The feeling of consummation.

You live,

But you live to a limit.

The limit being the fear,

fear of death.

fear of what lies on the other side of the death.

Fear of the other world,

But death on the other hand,

is freedom.

from the bourns of which no man returns.

irreversible happiness, probably?

You dream?

You can't!

Life after death is a DREAM, probably.

There's nothing more i can do.

This a note to you!

Yes you.

STOP haunting me.

I've been thinking you.

I've been writing you.

I've been seeing you.

I've been dreaming you.

and one thing i'm doing along is-

Hating you.

B-R-E-A-T-H-E

I don't know why am i even posting this.

But sometimes,

You just need to let it go.

Forget all the pain.

AND

*BREATHE*

The zillionth reason why shifting to New Bombay sucks!

It certainly is raining in all parts of Maharashtra except New Bombay.

WTF!

I was facebooking,

And within 10 secs,

i got 10 different status update,

from 10different peeps,

Telling how heavily it's raining

And how did the atmosphere just get interesting :|

Plus i am also surprised how people think differently ..

haha!

Plus look how people bring on the "awww its raining banter"

nevertheless, read on, laugh.

DrAjinkya Pawar Wooooohoooo it's raining n I m getting wet....it's so fun at last I got to get wet....!!!!:)


Hitesh Suvarna its raining now ... fuck i am going down to get wet ... full dancing in the rains ..


Bhavya Agrawal .... Can feel the smile on everyone's faces after the rain :P


Amey Shinde awsm!!!! itzz rainin heavily out here!!!!!!!! yeah :)


Yohann Benson Its RAINING!!!!!!!! :D :D


Siddhant Pradhan Rain!!!


Gaurang Khanvilkar Da Smell Of Mud In The Rain Is Too Good !!!


Disheet Shah Welcomes the RAIN GOD with 10,000 watt smile !!


Masoom ❼ Tulsiani And I can already imagine a girl...all Wet..with water dripping from her tresses..let me study :(, Damn...Rains !


Kunal Потрясенные Mehta The first drop fell like it was nothing until it was followed by it's fellow droplets.


-Ronak Damani- i love the smell. I can smell it. Yeah its rainin


-Ronak Damani- i thought its me who updated it first but every one already know its rainin... Awesome. Feel the breeze... Feel the monsoon... Happy monsoon people.


Mayur's Zephyr Finally its raining ! I'm going out to get wet asap !


Anand Kamath yea its raining its cool i can smell the mud .... why does everyone has to putit as their status update .. i pity guys having more than 500-600 friends and who are online at the moment :P


Aman Sinha Rains again...This time lightning too...:D


Prasad Badgujar "The silence isn't so bad' Til I look at my hands and feel sad' Cause the spaces between my fingers Are right where your's fit perfect"....... (stroke of monsoon!)





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LET IT RAIN, LET IT RAIN!
LET IT RAIN HERE,
LET IT RAIN ON ME!

Little haiku on Indian politics.

The indian politics,

We didn't see much.

As the most of it,

Was under the table.

Finely-cut tobacco leaves wrapped in a cylinder of thin paper!

Xyz: "You smoke?"

Me: "If i don't answer will you die?"

Xyz: "No, but if you smoke you'll die."

Me: "Whatever!"

Xyz: "You're killing yourself."

Me: "Dont call it killing, call it Gentle Suicide."

Xyz: "Gentle? Wait, what?"

Me: "Cigarette butt."

*Xyz looks at me all confused*

Me: "Baby It rhymes." :P

FOR THOSE WHO DON'T - PLEASE DON'T SMOKE!

Peace!

Lame Uncomfortable Laugh.

The pointless reading on internet when i came across this article.

I let out a laugh.

Little did i know i spent the day thinking about what i'd read earlier.

The article read,

"Singlehood is the time to develop the craving, the absolute burning desire to give. I do not think anyone should look forward to being single. Singlehood ought to be unintentional or born of necessity."

Though i laughed it out,

I knew it meant something.

But wait,

I'm single and i've realized how content i am in my singlehood.

Atleast we singles dont look desperately for love to fill in the void,

Unlike those diseased lovers who can't help being a parasite.

I understand the sense of fulfillment when you're loved back,

But what's the use of a fulfillment unless you can't stay pleased even a moment all by yourself?

You really wont be able to help yourself if you go by the dictionary meaning of being single.

Well you need to know single doesn't only mean unattached, lonely, excluded companionless, alone.

IT ALSO MEANS FREEDOM, UNIQUE, INDEPENDENT.

Plus it's a phase of your life where'in you discover yourself.

Everything that you like, dislike.

You discover everything you are!