Happy Birthday Kurt Cobain.

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If you die, you're completely happy and your soul somewhere lives on. I'm not afraid of dying. Total peace after death, Becoming someone else is the best hope i've got. 
Happy Birthday, Kurt Donald Cobain.

Loneliness is a gigantic place only a friend can pull you out of it.What if you lose that friend?

I'll tell you this thing about friendship, friendsihp is knowing that you have someone you can run to when you know things just aren't right, It is knowing that the other person is going to embrace your problems and provide you with a feedback without questioning your motive. finding time to be together. Understanding the occasional need for distance. Sticking around in bad times. Like they say, Friendship is a comfy situation like home. You get home, kick off your shoes, relax and sigh, "Ahh, home."
   By far whatever i've learned about human interactions is majority of what've learned from friendship. Being able to trust, is one of those. Over a period of time you learn that there's no reason why you shouldn't trust your other best friends because of the few who've forced you to re-think your priorities.
   I've lost love for some of my real close friends. And i feel so lost because of the same. It's like you invest so much effort into something to realize all these years of friendship was just a lie. It's like not know who to beckon to when the only curve in your life's graph is falling drasctically. I don't want to see friendship as something that i cannot build my life's foundation on. It's suppose to be a part of me, it's suppose to be my strength, and that is the only thing i ask for. Friends make mistakes i realize and i find myself forgiving each one of them each time. But its like even though if i do forgive it'll always be like the finest piece of glass art which was broken once and has been put together somehow but you still see the cracks. I guess in such cases you just learn how to pretend that it never broke.
  Friendship is being very happy with someone. And happiness comes from being able to tell the truth. Truth has never harmed anyone. I see no reason why my friend will hide something from me until not asked about it. If you knew it was so crucial for me to know something you should have just said it. Not being honest just makes it worse. Because forgiving someone who has not only let you down but has also kept the truth in covers is just bad.
  I don't know why i'm writing this, for i know i'm going to surpass this too. I'm going forgive them all and move on. There's not much i can do i don't want to be sticking around to something that'll remind me how sick life is. Of course the rest i intend to leave on time because they also say that, Time is the best healer.